Sorry for continued negative entries…but again this is my life and where I am right now.
Physically I am healing from everything, emotionally I have learned to get through my day. I feel numb. If not for my pride and joy little man I do not know how I would cope these past few weeks. I wake in the morning and try to see if maybe, just maybe I feel better. Dealing with loss is hard…when it is compounded things become almost unbearable at times.
Then you remember, I have to open my eyes in the morning. I have to go and start the day…not for me…but I have someone relying on me. As much as I want to dwell in the pain and sadness, realistically I can’t…or rather I won’t. Hopefully things will look up soon.
“We never taste happiness in perfection, our most fortunate successes are mixed with sadness” (Corneille)
You are a wonderful person! I hope things get back to normal soon.